Μη μου τους κυκλους ταρασσε

I need something to wake me up. Cos I'm getting horribly irrational here. As if nothing actually works. But in reality it does. So if everything works alright then why the fuck am I being nuts? Fuck, something's wrong with my head. I need you to calm down. Calm down. If it's just the fact that I need vacation, I can deal with it. But what if it's permanent? What if this is my permanent state of mind? No, no, no. It can't be that. I need to calm down. Why does it always have to involve crying for fuck's sake?